A Physicist in disguise: I feel like alive

Hi,
It's been a very long time since I posted in this blog.
Yeaaah, I admit I was quite lazy yet too busy with my real life. Is it?
However, things a running quite different since the last time I wrote. The last time I wrote was about me struggling towards my thesis. And of course with a lil bit lot of drama, Alhamdulillah I passed it with A- (boleh dong ah sombong dikit :p). My thesis got A, tapi karena nilai sidang komprehensif gue yang agak sedikit kurang memuaskan, dan nilainya digabung dengan sidang skripsi, jadi nilai akhirnya A-.

And just a lil catch up, this physics graduate is now enjoying her second job as research executive. I only stayed for 2 months at my first company. I'm not really proud with my decision, but I wasn't happy either working there. So I resigned and struggled a lot to define my next carrier until one of my best friend in collage, Anggun recommended me to join her. I applied and got accepted. My second company is similar to my former one, but this time the owner is Indonesian. Alhamdulillah I enjoy so much being here. The people are nice and friendly, it's like my own circle, unlike my previous workplace.

Now while enjoying my job, I also looking for a magistrate scholarship. I wanna be a lecturer, a physics lecturer to be exact. I have a very strong desire to continue next year. And a little sneak peak, next year is a very big year for me, besides school, we (my bf and I) planned to get married *blushing*. Well, it's not like he has proposed me or something, we're just having a same thought about getting married soon. He hasn't tell his family yet, we're still "drafting" our dream just the two of us. I just wish that this love that grows bigger everyday, will soon to be count as "ibadah" for Allah.
Bismillahirrahmanirrahiim may Allah SWT bless every step we take.

Salam,
nikensashi

Working Outfit inspiration

I'm craving for new fashionable yet syar'i working outfits since I am officially a job seeker now :p
Here are some photos I took from several sites, including Aquila.com, forever 21 and stuffs.

Mango suede peeptoe shoes - Forever 21 black trouser pants

monthversary gift

My htb and I are lately doing somekind of long distance relationship. Well it's not very far actually, but still we couldn't see each other face everyday like we used to. So this monthversary he sent me a gift via BBM (again) that melts my heart right away. A few days earlier we fought, so it feels like some sort of redemption he made for me hehehe.
Check this out:

What you feel only matters to you. It's what you do to the people you say you love, that's what matters. It's the only thing that counts - The Last Kiss

Beware!

Just a random picture of me

See you soon :')

April 27th

My boyfriend, which this term I'll start to call him my htb *blushing* was in his 22nd birthday on April 27th. I didn't prepare such a surprise, since he doesn't like it, besides I was extremely busy and quite frustrated because of my thesis thingy. He's a type of guy who doesn't like a "typical teenage" surprise, e.g I started stop talking with him several hours before his birthday or making him angry at his birthday.

Those kind of surprise treatment is kinda lame, and somehow he'll notice if I prepared something for him. Yes, he'll definitely noticed, since we do everything together, I repeat, together :p.

A couple years ago, me and our best friend were making a plan for his birthday. We've schemed to meet up somewhere but I won't show up and he'll get angry and then he'll went back home, but voila we showed up at his home and singing birthday song. But those plan turned out a disaster. He got angry and I made several mistakes during that day. We didn't speak for about 3 days, and finally he revealed why he didn't like my birthday surprise. It was quite embarrassing, but since then I knew he's a typical guy who love to spend his birthday together with me, just the two of us. 

Disaster year-birthday cake

The next year, I didn't have any typical surprises, so I just made a birthday pudding for him, and I started to call him several minutes before his birthday and had a long chit chat.

This year is quite busy year, since we both are preparing our thesis project. So, since I noticed he need a new jacket, I bought it. The cake also this year I couldn't make it by my self  :(. That day I called him in the middle of the night to have a birthday chitchat. Alhamdulillah he love my super simple present :)

Meet the birthday boy!

Happy birthday my htb, may Allah bless every step you take, graduated this year, get a job, make your parent happy, and then marry me soon, hehehe.

I love you, mucho muchooooooooo

Love at first sight

I've been looking for a flat shoes to support my mobile activities at campus.  Yes, I'm not a fashionista, my fashion rule is "To be as simple as you are". Saya tipe orang yang nggak terlalu suka mengikuti trend fashion yang sedang nge-hip. Saya cenderung menganut paham netral dan acceptable, contohnya ketika lagi ngehip banget hoodie untuk para hijabers (yang menurut saya aneh banget bentuknya kalo diliat dari belakang), saya tetap lebih memilih comfortable blouse. Begitu pula untuk masalah sepatu, I keep it simple and neutral. Kadang susah banget mencari sepatu yang cocok banget, kalaupun ada yang cocok banget harganya nggak bersahabat atau yang paling sering banget adalah size saya nggak ada. Nah, berhubung di dunia nyata susah banget yaa dapetin sepatu impian, these are my wish list shoes yang didapat dari hasil iseng-iseng googling, it was a love at first sight,

Knitted Converse (Limited Edition)

Charles and Keith

Marrie Claire

Some of them are not the latest collection, but still I'm in love with them. It will be great if I can have all of them :)